Just like you, I hate the sight of roaches. I have had to deal with them for years. They continue to plague me every moment of my life even now. I have however, over the years, learned to deal with them appropriately and learned to control them, so I see them as little as possible. Nothing infuriates me more than walking into my kitchen and see roaches everywhere. That was how it all started. I had moved into my new home and one night when I went to the kitchen for a late night snack...I flipped on the light switch and there they were, EVERYWHERE.